Looking forward to spring gardening and landscaping. God I love it. Me and earth. There is just nothing quite like the serenity of gardening. I'm already seeing tiny bits of growth showing themselves.... They are like cute babies to me. I love plants.
For every bit of loss that I have experienced in a year- there is an overall feeling a growth. I am happier than I have ever been and feel that good changes are on the way.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
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Tuesday, April 17, 2012
So...its been a rough two months...my father has passed on and my relationship took a terrible turn and now my Uncle has had a stroke and may not recover....its been like swimming against a raging sea and getting knocked in the face over and over. I have spent a lot of time alone, when I am not with my children and this has been hard, but somehow has strengthened me. I have grown determined to make something of my art and I will. I have a few goals left...so I am making new ones....in my recreational life as well. This will be the summer when I finally go camping, fishing and hiking. Learn to shoot guns, chop wood....start collecting antiques and trips up north Maine. Even if it is solo...I will do these things to make my self happy. I have been reading a lot as well...and this is helping my mind make sense of the things I cannot comprehend, such as violence and behavioral disorders in people we love. My art is starting to evolve as well...I am carving a 5 1/2 foot tall tiger, which I will aslo have tattoed on my back by Phuc at Tsumani in the next couple of months and I am beginning to get the silkscreen stuff down...and I am now able to do it all from home. T shirts and stuff will be coming soon and fierce.